Failed exams twice: Don't let failure define you

I  failed my exams again. i tried to enroll again for may exams but it didn't go well they are prosponed to November due to Corona virus. I tried working by the beginning of this year 2020 and it didn't turn out to be well because i tried to come up with a plan to make myself pass exams by focusing on the exams. I went to driving school on April i took only a month because no movement was allowed due to corona virus. I plan to continue driving until i have license and find a full time tutor. I dissapointed a lot of people including myself. I feel like am a burden in home and its really painful and heavy for me. 

Failing exams twice is not a joke. Especially when you have to go through a year without going to school. I have 2 years without attending school. I feel like am lost. It seems like everything that i have planned is not working for me. Fear is taking over control and i cant let it. It is not too late. I would like to see myself graduating one day not only graduating but also owning a successful and running well business.

I love myself and i know that am going to do more even if i fail i will keep on trying. I keep on thinking about the two years i took writing my exams and end up failing. They will never come back. God is with me now and forever and i believe it. He let me fail for a reason. And i have to get myself back together and fix where i have done wrong. The holy spirit will guide me in Jesus Name. Let it be.